Hey guys! Since I haven't wrote anything in forever, I figured I could at least get on here and write a lil something. Everything's been going great! I've been working an awful lot... but I'm making good money... so it's all ok.
Summer's been awesome, so far. Granted, I haven't really done much of anything... but it's going by pretty slow, and I really enjoy that! It's just now the beginning of June... it feels like I've been outta school for a while... so maybe it'll be forever til August gets here, lol. Probably not... but that's ok too, cause I really miss seeing all my friends from Kilgore. Even though lots of my really close friends are not returning this semester, there's still a few that are... and we're gonna make it an awesome year!
I've got to get done with Kilgore this year!! It's my new goal... lol. (It should have been my goal last year... but oh well.) The fall semester is gonna be kind of a "Kristi, get your act together" semester... but if I work my butt off in the Spring and Summer, I should be done... and able to move on to "bigger and better" things. College has been really tough for me. I went from never having to do homework, and everything coming easy to me in High School... to having to study for every little thing, and having to work my butt off to make a B in class. (I have yet to make an A in an academic class.)
I've done A LOT of thinking lately... It's time for me to "grow up." Yeah, yeah... "I'm grown," right?!? That's what kids say whenever they graduate from High School. Yeah right! I was far from grown! I'm soon going to be 20... not a teenager anymore...
... and I still have no idea what in the world I want to do the rest of my life. In the past, I've just been giving up. This past year was pretty much a waste of my time and money. I completed an entire semester at KC while I was still a Senior in High School... and this past year, I didn't even have a combined total of 12 hours. What was I thinking?!? I'll tell ya... I wasn't! I let things get in the way of school. Granted, I work... and there are many times that my job "gets in the way" of school... but then there's other times that I used the "work" excuse... and really shouldn't have. I've also let guys get in the way... bad mistake! It's ok to have a relationship while in school... don't get me wrong... but whenever you put off school (that you're paying for) just to "hang out" with a guy every single minute of every day... it's a waste! School should be at the top of my list... but for the past year and a half... it definately hasn't. It would be totally cool if I was chillin' with a guy (boyfriend) and he would be helping with homework, or helping me study... and then do whatever after the school mess was done... but I've had a big problem with that in the past. I'm not going to let that get in the way this year... I'm gonna find a way to manage school, work, band, and even be able to hang and have fun with the boyfriend. It's gonna happen!!
Anyways... this is getting kinda long... and I believe I'm done with my ramblings for the night. Hope everyone had a great weekend! Buhbye!
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